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we are the energy,  we are an electric pulse that is able to live in biological form. a form that is based on water. water as its known, can transfer electric currents, therefore it seems that the energy created ideal biological environment in which a life could be formed. H2o based life. In this way, I see how the energy could formed/transferred itself into physical object to be able to experience another level of life form. to manoeuvre in the physical realm. meaning of life ? just for the sake of it, experience it and then fuck off back where you coming from. vacation almost !

inside, the feeling that we all carry seems to be long forgotten. im calling about intuition, passion, love, those are the fundamental elements of our energy. this is where we should focus our attention, this is where we will find the truth. everything’s everywhere just fucking feel it !!!!!

below a  35mm Slide mount i made few years back  its a dried leave, check how the energy can transfer through the little channels and canals. stunning map of energy spreading system

Nano Projections

30mm Slide Mount Scan

Burn

Brak komentarzy
The fire burns, that is why it burns for.
So lost living in the house of sickness
Foolish messiah, wrong door
You rise and you fall
Realize why your eyes look at me
Use the time you got, and you dont have much time at all
The fire burns, this is why it burns for
The heart burns, this is why your live is for

yeah,, stories… writting stories, saving them for the old days. 

making thoughts material, physical. 
my head is empty for now, but it will get filled with abstract abstraction of observation the surrounding vironment – en. 
Environment – En – Viro – Ment . 
An – Viral – Mental
Viral mental Person
yes. you guessed it.
This is me. 

Here we go ! 

Then he came to the room where I was hiding, he – fucking disgusting mustache man – a fat, sweaty fuck !

I was so close to avoid getting cought but he got me on the first flow between furniture , between a chair and partition wall.
I squated in the corner looking at his face directed at me. 
 Two or three seconds of an eye contact – his face was dead, no emotion at all – which make me felt even more meaningless in his eyes,in his crystal heart world  - at least he could broadcast sort of type of joy when he was pointing this gun at me…
Two shots…
Bang – Bang !!! Its over ..
.. warm blood sailed out of my head covering left side of my face - 
„ohh ….Nice ” – I thought about the feeling of the sailing all over my body –  red, metalic taste liquid… 
-as the room in winter season – was cold – and thankfully santa came this year – the blood warmed up my frozen scared to death face.

gimme m the pill, I am autistic perceiver

the minority above me – follow the the ONE

follow the signs of totality 

follow you leader -follow your cancer

 

 

Vanilla flavored – ice cream that lough at me 

 

 

I like to have a milk, with peach colored chemicals

shaping my perception of flavors

Plasticine reality and polystyrene pictures -  given to me

shall I still and have give 

or shall I get up. ?

Keep on sharping rapers penicillin.. 
Keep on believing ..

gimme m the pill, I am autistic perceiver

the minority above me – follow the the ONE

follow the signs of totality 

follow you leader -follow your cancer

 

 

Vanilla flavored – ice cream that lough at me 

 

 

I like to have a milk, with peach colored chemicals

shaping my perception of flavors

Plasticine reality and polystyrene pictures -  given to me

shall I still and have give 

or shall I get up. ?

Keep on sharping rapers penicillin.. 
Keep on believing ..
 Gosia :  Ty kosmonauto!
    Paulski – Zephyr: musze zaglebiac wiedze
    Paulski – Zephyr: bardzo to mnie interesuje
    Paulski – Zephyr: to takjakbym patrzyl w zrozumienei swego zycia
    Paulski – Zephyr: i miejsca
    Paulski – Zephyr: to jest odpowiedzia na pytania duchowe i egzystencjolane – a nie religie  moim zdaniem
 Gosia : taka zagadka najwieksza
 Gosia : ktora chce sie rozwiazac, a nie mozna
 Gosia: wiesz….mega ekscytujace to jest jak sie nad tym zastanwic
    Paulski – Zephyr: poza ludzki umysl
    Paulski – Zephyr: to jest opdowiedz na wsyzstko
Gosia : roznorodonosc organizmow na ziemi- latajcych, plywajacych, chodzacych…..
Gosia : wielkosc ludzkiego umyslu i jednoczesnie malosc
Gosia : wszystko musi miec jakies wytlumaczenei!
    Paulski – Zephyr: wszystkie sie wzielu z kosmosu z atomow dolatujacych na ziemei i laczyczych sie w calosc
    Paulski – Zephyr: a warunki atmosferyczne uksztaltowaly nam cialo
    Paulski – Zephyr: tak by dostosowac ie do zycia
Gosia : wiesz….nie potrafie sie skupic na tym co robie jak mysle o kosmosie
Gosia  : takie uczucie jakby nic sie nie liczylo
    Paulski – Zephyr: i tera pytanie – te krazace pozlepiane w calosc atomy – zwane czlowiekeim, ziwerzciem,roslina… skad sie bierze energia
    Paulski – Zephyr: dokladnie
    Paulski – Zephyr: mowilem Ci w niedziele
    Paulski – Zephyr: problemy ktore mamy ….
    Paulski – Zephyr: Ty jestes ponad to
    Paulski – Zephyr: ludzie zapominaja o tym i umierja zazycia tonac w problemach i zmartwieniach
    Paulski – Zephyr: oczywiscie ze sa ,ale nie dajmy sie zjesc
    Paulski – Zephyr: zasze trzeba wziasc krok w tyl i pomyslec
    Paulski – Zephyr: o tym wszystkim…
    Paulski – Zephyr: moim zdaniem
Gosia : mysle, ze to jest wlasnie najlepszy sposob zeby sobie radzic ze wszystkim
Gosia : miec spokoj umyslu i ducha

„Kocham Cie ?”



„Kocham Cie?”


„Czy moze byc cos wiecej niz kocham … mozna okreslic milosc tak wielka i tak nieokielznana ze mowiac kocham czujesz ze slowami mowisz…. za malo… zbyt malo by to odzwierciedlalo Twoj absolutny stan milosci ?

Jak ujac to, by mowiac kocham… czuc ze mowisz wiecej …niezeli to ze „tylko” kochasz….ale ja naprawde kocham …ale nie… wiecej wiecej pragne Ci przekazac…


Jak slowami uwydocznic pekajace serce i przelewajacy sie syrop slodkosci gdy na mysl o Tobie moja epilepsja ustna bierze gore i nic powiedziec nie moge juz ..nic.

Pekajac w srodku, cisnienie me skacze w gore natychmiast i mowiac ze Cie kocham, wchodzi we mnie gniew  az czuje ze nie mowie prawdy… nie wyslawiam sie do konca tak jak to moje wnetrze czuje..

Z braku slownictwa w jezyku pisanym – oraz mowionym … postanowilem iuz zamileczec – wiec z postawa prawidlowa i z zaplastrowanymi ustami… 

wyleje na Ciebie caly ten zar lawinowo – swoimi czynami.


Kocham Cie ( ARRGHHH )”

 

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you know … people come and go

 

the things in life pASS BY

 

im confused from world

 

can there be life song ?

can there the best live song ?

 

yeah i know, no one hear me at all

 

its always my fault..

 

 

am i really here ?

 

does it exist  for real ?

 

what is real ?

 

what i know, is not here..

 

do i know realy ? 

what is know ?

 

this is reality

trying to find the things 

that make me feel not uselles

 

take away my words

and keep them in your heart

 

you know ….

 

 

peaple come and go

 

u wanna to believe in life

 

you want me to write you a life song

 

life song from me

 all this Time im dispatched form the world

 

from the world that you know.

 

 

 

 

 


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